Miyerkules, Mayo 18, 2011

Love: a four-letter word

so many times i've tried to define love. why? i don't know. maybe it started when i lost a friend (franz) because of this reason. LOve-(with "lla").

anyway here goes this article..

as what i've said above, so many times i've tried to define LOVE. some say "love makes the world go round." some also say that " it is the greatest gift from GOD." blahblahblah.. but none of these meanings could satisfy me enough to believe what it really is. how can i be? love could give heartaches and pains. it makes us all cry. it makes me cry.. (huhuhu)

some may disapprove of me for saying these, but i have all the reasons to question its true nature.

i LOVE my FAMILY. but sometimes, i ask myself, "do they also love me?" i've given all my best to make them happy and yet, it still seems not enough. they still expect more from me. i wonder if they can see my effort. i wonder why they can't accept me for who i am. i don't have super powers. i'm not Darna. i can never be the person they want me to be. i love them so much to the point that it hurts me because i don't feel the affection i need. and i hate feeling this pain.

MY FRIENDS: after being stupid enough to fall for someone who is not stupid enough to fall for them. what do they get? TEARS. they always end up crying. teary eyed, they would swear to me that they wouldn't fall again. they even said that they would commit suicide because they can't bear the pains that love had caused them. (Duh! they'll put and end to their lives just because some stupid jerk left them? how ridiculous!) but the moment those good-looking apes pass by, they go drooling over them. at first, everything would seem perfect-but what comes next? they would endure again another grieving process.

and for that, they come to me for advice- about these and about that, what to do and what not to do- as if i'm a love guru- yeah, a love guru whose advises they wouldn't follow. it really gets into my nerves to see them make the same foolish mistake again. i mean, why do they want to fall anyway? me? i'd rather get my pen and note, and take down all that popped out my mind than getting myself crazy over that good-for-nothing-adam's generation. (i'm not a man-hater though. it's just that i'm getting use of controlling myself over that situation.) but men? they would just give you heartaches. (except those "boy-friends" of mine who gets unlucky in love, wheeee...)

plus, love is supposed to make this world a better place, isn't it? but how come there are a lot of people starving? how come there are children begging on the streets? why are there conflicts and misunderstandings? is that what we call love? if you love somebody, would you let him/her suffer?

love is just a four-letter word. it is nothing but a biochemical reaction designed to make sure our genes get passed on. because if it isn't, convince me!

2 komento:

  1. ...thanks to my Dearest Editor... Twinx... i love the way she edit...:D

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  2. thanks fat, mabuti meron kna din blogsite para masubaybayan ko ang mga articles mo.

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